Shortly after I arose from bed this morning I stepped on my digital scale and looked down. I was happily surprised to read that I'm now 200.1 pounds. My goal was to obtain 200 by Christmas, so this is truly wonderful. I will now attempt to reach 205 by Christmas. Short-term goals help me to not feel too discouraged by the slowness in accumulating fat. If I only concentrated on my ultimate goal of 300 lbs. I would feel despair and become impatient.
The main point of this entry was to discuss why it's felt easy for me to gain. One reason is because I have a credit card and I've been uninhibited in my food purchases. This will no doubt bite me in the ass if I also spend money on too much entertainment, so I've been buying my media via secondary channels, such as eBay and Swap.com. I'm also much more willing to rent media. Another critical factor in why I'm gaining so easily is due to my fairly sedentary job. I don't need to do too much exercising. The most exercise I get is on weekdays when I have to walk to the library. It's a long story as to why I daily go to the library, but it's partly related to my job. I'm sorry for the myriad of adverbs in this post, but hopefully they contribute to my message. The third reason for my gaining is the abundance of (free) fattening foods around me because of the holidays. My landlord likes to bake desserts and place candy and other sweet treats around the house. Before I was a gainer I resented her for doing this because I didn't want to gain weight, but now I'm grateful that she's made it even easier and more cost-effective to get fat.
Well, those are some of the contributing factors in why I'm finding it easy to gain. I haven't invested in gainer powders yet, but I may if I get some extra spending money this Christmas. If I do use powder mixes, will my fat be distributed throughout my body or only settle in my belly? I want my fat to encapsulate my entire body, but that's not always how it initially begins.
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